New year...

Another year passed on and a new year has dawn..  It's official 2013 was the worst year of my life.. I never achieved anything.. I practically wasted a year for nothing and to top it off I lost the love of my life.

I'm still recovering from the pain..  I think it'll take sometime before I'll fully recover.  However, I like to be optimistic about the future.  I learned some painful lessons last year.  As the saying goes, "What doesn't kill you will makes you stronger".

I'll never know whether our paths will cross again but I'll wish for that.  I just want to have one last decent conversation with her minus her vengeance (or hatred) against me.

I have set some milestones for myself for this year..  Well I had one month head start..  So far they were off to a good start..  I hope I can be consistent (touch wood) for next 12 months.

I want to have a good year..  Become old me who used to be outgoing, active, passionate and happy.  I want to dug that person out..  Fill myself with activities so I won't have any time to relive the moments I had with her.   When I look back at 2 1/2 years I was with her, I lost my passion and became a lazy, over-weight person with no enthusiasm.  Mostly because of the issues we had.

I want to let go of that person and become old me in this new year...